I’m Not Answering Any More Emails – I’m Fat and That’s That
My weight loss blog has generated a lot of feedback and a lot of emails for me. I’ve responded to everyone but I’m not responding anymore. The truth is I’m depressed and I don’t want to hear any more from anyone!
New Weight Loss Blog Rules – Effective Immediately!
I’ve gained even more weight since the last time I wrote and I’m seriously depressed about it. I’ve just been walking around in a sweat suit around the house. I don’t feel like doing anything and I don’t feel like talking about it.
I’m sorry if you’ve emailed me trying to help but I’m just not doing it anymore. I am thankful that you care and really did appreciate the words of encouragement but I no longer want anybody’s help.
If you really want to say something, you can leave a comment on the blog but I’m not doing the whole back and forth anymore so forget about it.
Why is the Weight Loss Support over with?
For the love of salty snacks, I know the dozen or so people that emailed me meant well, but I’m just done with the email back and forth stuff. As much as you tried to help me, I gained 16 pounds (overall) since November and the support emails and coaching tips just aren’t working. I really did lose some weight – in roller coaster ride fashion – but now I’ve gained it all back.
Who knows, I may go to a fat camp. I may go to a weight loss psychiatrist. I really don’t know what will happen but the weight loss emails are taking their toll on me. It’s just mentally draining to have all types of people emailing you – even if they’re all trying to help.
It got to the point where I was crying at work. My boss found me unprofessionally sobbing at my desk and called me into his office for the second time in two months. He told me that I can’t keep causing disruptions at work or else he’s going to have to fire me.
I was crying because I’ve made all these email promises and I couldn’t keep them. I was at my cubicle in the middle of the room and so even though I tried to cry quietly, people saw me with my head on the desk and heard me sniffling. When you’re just sitting their doing computer work, you start to think about all the little stuff in your life. I began thinking about all these people trying to coach me and get on me about toughening up and it started weighing on me.
Anyways, my boss excused me for the rest of the day and told me to get my act together tomorrow. I promptly went to McDonald’s and ordered 3 big macs, super sized fries, and a large vanilla shake.
I don’t even care anymore. I’m going to be a blubber pot for the rest of my life and I know it. So for anyone else that wants to come and be a hero, don’t. I don’t need any more pressure. I suck. I failed. Its all my fault. I make excuses. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I already know I won’t lose weight so please just leave me alone and let me be.
And Darla, please get off my case. I hate the drill sergeant approach and it makes me mad while I awake at night. You’ve caused me so much more emotional damage than you know. Just fck off and leave me alone. I’m blocking your email if I can.
Joy, you’re a sweetheart but I can’t stand you either. I know you’ll be the one that tries to email me despite this blog but please don’t. I won’t respond.
Lorie, you just annoy the hell out of me. You can’t lose weight yourself so I hate hearing your tips. Don’t email me. Don’t call me anymore. Just stay out of my life.
These are the people I hate the most. The constant emails over the last few weeks really pushed me to the brink and led to my emotional breakdown at work.
I’m done with it all. I’m fat. I’m depressed. I just want to be by myself.
If you want to go tell someone how to lose weight, here are some other weight loss blogs to get all Jillian Michaels on:
http://www.myallnaturalweightloss.com/
http://ronisweigh.com/
http://www.weightlossthoughts.com – My weight loss blog on being really fat
Categories: blog Tags: crying at work, personal weight loss, weight loss anger, weight loss blog, weight loss blogs, weight loss coaches, weight loss depressed, weight loss emotions, weight loss support
The Most Famous and Best Weight Loss Bloggers on the Net
I was reading around some of the weight loss blogs trying to draw inspiration and perhaps some practical tips on losing weight today so I decided amidst all my research I would compile a list of the top 5 weight loss bloggers I found. No offense to anyone that is left off the list. I only looked at about 18 blogs on losing weight. You know, there really aren’t that many real weight loss bloggers. Anyways, here is the top 5.
5. freewebs.com/lynnsjourney – No need for words just look at the before and after photos. Wow! Great job Lynn.
4. ronisweigh.com – I really enjoyed watching her video. She is so happy and upbeat. I love those kind of people.
3. bodybypizza.com – Completely raw and unfiltered thoughts. I love the lack of censorship.
2. 344pounds.com – Terrific combination of tips for losing weight and motivation. Him giving away his clothes was awesome!
1. iquitagain.com – Reminds me a lot of the struggles and internal dialogue I have with myself.
Thanks to each blogger for writing and maintaining a great blog.