Weight Loss Mood Swing: I Was Crabby Jack at the Office Today and Got in a Fight :(
With me being on the slow carb diet and losing weight lately, it’s good for my confidence and health but I have noticed my moods are more volatile. I think it has to do with the chemical changes in my brain but that’s just an educated guess.
Anyways, today I was at the office, stereotypically getting some water at the water cooler. A coworker of mine who I’ve never been found of came up and kind of edged me out of the way as I was about to finish getting my water. It was like he was going to time exactly when I would have a full cup and then made a physically efficient move but one that invaded my space.
Basically I was just another physical block he had to get around. There was no regard or respect for me as a person. I may be fat but I’m tired of getting pushed around. I said, “Hey Hank, why don’t you wait a fcking second before you come barging in?”
Hank just rolled his eyes over to me like I was some annoying thing he had to deal with out of his peripheral vision for the next 3 seconds. That’s when I lost my composure and just tackled him. Hank’s a smaller guy so my girth pretty much handled him by itself. All that happened after that was I yelled at Hank a few times while he struggled to try to get up. A few workers including my manager came to pull me off him and it was over in about 10 seconds.
Hank and I were both redfaced. He was super embarrassed for me having “beaten him up” (as the story was told). I was embarrassed that I was on the ground wrestling around like a gorilla – even moreso because it was at the office.
It was a totally weird scenario that the office manager had no clue what do with. Eventually we were brought into his office and told that the matter would be reviewed from up top and any disciplinary decision would be made from there but that it probably wouldn’t be a big deal as long as it didn’t happen anymore.
Ugh what a day. I was so upset I went to Mickey D’s, ordered 2 Big Macs with large fries and a coke and stuffed myself like a piggy when I got home. My diet, for at least today, was ruined.
Emotions are running high in Anywhere, USA. Let’s file this one under weight loss mood swings.
